Hello

Suffering, is a word , meant to be a representation of something non practical..
Any practical word means something precise to anyone, a chair we all see what it is.

We all have the same interpretation of "chair".

When it comes to non practical so visual fields, it gets more complex...

What do I mean by suffering here, mental suffering ?...it would be close enough to the word dukkha from the Buddhist times, yet you'll see right away that I am not at all a specialist of Buddhism and far from it.

Suffering for me contains all this and more: discontentment, sorrow, pain, frustration,fear, anxiety, terror, sadness, depression, etc etc so suffering is for me a signal saying that something is wrong.

Whatever the root of it is does not matter at first.

I speak of suffering as a signal that we usually hate and so we try to get rid of it, somehow like by trying to ignore it, get used to it, tame it, face it, explain it ,cover it etc etc

Can I get rid of what I don't know just by saying words ??

This is what we-I usually do....

This signal as an origin. What do I do with that when I do not know about mental suffering being a signal  so about its origin?

Run away is what I do..

All of us probably had such dreams where you keep trying to run away from something, but one is too slow and whatever we run away from is always behind our back...then it becomes a nightmare and usually I wake up in terror, sweating, shivering, petrified etc.

My own experience says that this is what we try to do with suffering, suffering being unknown as to its roots of course...

Usually many years later, life says : next! so better luck next time if there is such thing which I do not know about. This problem is not solved. Especially that now we are sure that this is part of life....that's the way it is.For myself I say no, this is not what life is meant to be....

Here we go into subject that is avoided by all means, which I understand of course, who would be fool enough to be interested in such topic, one must be mad to do that!!

I am just realising that this weird tittle I admit it,  kundalini, bliss ,suffering , life,  is quite in disorder and instead a logical order would have been , life, suffering, bliss ,kundalini...the kundalini being even optional in fact, it is only one of so many aspect of what may take place when life, suffering , bliss had been realised..

For me if I remove suffering there is no bliss and more...not that I have to suffer, or seek for that at all, but when it is there and I do not get what it is, there is no ..next, no bliss etc..

because as I have seen it suffering or rather the principle which hides behind this far too simple word which between us says far too little, is a catalyst  as well as it is a symptom, a signal...

this is one of those many processes we have and are ignoring to be so...

Well my mood is not that much into writing..in a few days I'll go away for 2 or 3 weeks...

The this process which his a signal and a catalyst will be for some time the main subject here...

Enjoy the day...

cheers..